#abdullahshoaib

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  • I found this post a while ago but it still is as powerful maybe even more powerful now. As someone who has battled #anxiety #depression #suicidalthoughts and is a #suicideattemptsurvivor I have felt and thought every single one of those negative thoughts along my journey. For years, actually decades I have hated everything about me. Maybe on some days I was better at hiding it but I can say there was probably not very many days that I did not despise myself in some way or other. So reading this forwards is echoing all of those hateful, negative feelings and thoughts without even having to read it. Reading them backwards before felt alien and like me trying to pretend to be positive... But in my #negativenarrative "truth" my heart knew that I was lying and there was no beauty in me at all. Just being a burden, failure, loser and ugly soul who should never have existed. Today, reading it makes me sad for how long I have spent hating myself. But it also shows me that the work I am putting in now, is starting to resonate as truth. This journey to being #healthier and #happier is beginning to show that the work has been so worth it!! It is not a sprint trying to follow this path. But every day can be a new start 😊 #thankyou to all my family and friends who have accepted and loved me when I did not accept and love myself!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I am sending you all blessings of #healing #hope #light #love #weightlossjourney #gettinghealthy #weightloss #losingweight #myweightlossjourney #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthwellness #mentalhealth #bekindalways #bekindtoyourself #bekindtoanimals #endbullying #endhate #endracism #stopbullying #stophate #stopracism #abdullahshoaib
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    13 week ago
  • I'm very ugly So don't try to convince me that I am a very beautiful person Because at the end of the day I hate myself in every single way And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying There is beauty inside of me that matters So rest assured I will remind myself That I am a worthless, terrible person And nothing you say will make me believe I still deserve love Because no matter what I am not good enough to be loved And I am in no position to believe that Beauty does exist within me Because whenever I look in the mirror I always think Am I as ugly as people say? (Now read bottom up) • • • #abdullahshoaib #selflove #positivevibes #bodypositivity #tattoomodel #tattoolife #inked #altgirl #bodymods
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    31 week ago
  • This is one of my favorite poems. I came across this on social media years ago. This is ME!! #abdullahshoaib
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    44 week ago
  • GENIUS! ❤️🧡💛💚💙
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    45 week ago
  • Read this poem from the top down, then from the bottom up. Sometimes our thoughts can feel true, this can impact how we feel and also how we behave. It is important to challenge these thoughts, particularly when they are negative. . . . #Colourfulminds #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalresilience #mentalhealthconditions #mentalhealtheducation #wellbeing #awareness #healthymind #mentalwellness #mindset #help #healthylife #mentalhealthsupport #healthandwellness #mentalstrength #wellness #mind #health #mentalhealthmatters #mindfullness #education #mentalhealthawarenesseveryday #negativethoughts #positivethoughts #poem #poetry #perspective #selflove #AbdullahShoaib
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    45 week ago
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